Harbor Town
I'm in Harbor Town by the river at this moment. The path starts soon, had some interpersonal conversations. I shouldn't hold these grudges against any of you. I shouldn't make music out of revenge. These songs should come from my heart, soul, and spirit. In hopes that I always make music that matters and has eternal value. I want to get better at these things and make the best sound for us. I won't be who I am today tomorrow and I'll be apologizing from time to time. These journeys are beautiful and you have to change to adjust to them. School is cool and useful and all but, it's more in life than that. I have fears and I want to face those fears. My fears are my dreams, my nightmares are my opportunities, I have to do this. My voice will shake but I'll have a voice. I'm learning to live for my soul and spirit and not my body. I'm not thoroughly looking forward to the money, cars, and clothes. I dream about the difficulties of turning in music before deadlines, peer pressure from women and close ones, toting luggage to different hotels from draining tours. Obviously as you see, I have no one to talk to about these things so I wanna talk to you all. It's a risky move to make but it's life, sometimes you have to do these things. I'll be starting Long Way Home yesterday hopefully. It's a start, nothing great, I wanna use my voice for more than rapping, I wanna sing to you all as well. I just hope you like it all. I don't want you to hear me and say "oh he can rap" and never listen again. I wanna be the artist you run to for comfort, beg for more music, get mad when I do the wrong things in public. With well wishes made, may this journey be difficult because of the success that I didn't expect but gladly accepts. Long Way Home.
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